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The last lap

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

It's the last lap... only a few days more but I'm feeling so so tired, from two consecutive semesters non-stop. Now that all the term papers are handed in and exams are only a few days away, I should be studying furiously for the finals. Instead right now, all I wanna do is get a good night's sleep without worrying about grades. Napping feels good but only for approximately 15 minutes at most, after that, my guilty conscience sets in and then I feel so bad for sleeping so little.

Damn, whatever happened to all my motivation to study? I'm more drained now than I was last semester this time in the sem, except that now there's no reading week to recover from the essays and actually start studying for the exams. The most efficient students would have started studying a month before the exams or at least as soon as the term papers were all handed in. But I am not the most efficient student, so I normally need a break off studying for a little while before actual studying sets in.

Argh what is this? A stretching of my patience and a wearing off of my stamina? At times like this, I really wish I can be a camel, except that water is replaced by sleep, so I can store energy and stay awake for a few days (I only need that much), and then when I'm done, sleep for the next few days to restore all energy.

Only if you're free or if you love to irritate people: please call/message/msn me to bug me to study anytime before Friday.

9:25 pm
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